Almost there

A few posts back, I mentioned that my book (This Hidden Thing) had been nominated for a couple of this year’s Manitoba Book Awards, and even more recently suggested that very soon, when the excitement of the shortlists and gala was over, we’d all be able to slip back to our quiet desks or reading chairs. Well, let me conclude this matter, since I brought it up, by saying I’m almost there, almost solid again after the emotional pudding I turned into for a couple of days, but still very happy and more grateful (in so many directions) than I can possibly express. Of the categories I was nominated in, David Bergen won the Margaret Laurence Award for Fiction and I took home the McNally Robinson Book of the Year Award. If you’re interested in news of the event, photos, or the jurors’ comments on the book, all of it is at the THT page or Events.  Off to my cozy corner now, where I’m reading last year’s Pulitzer winner, Tinkers, by Paul Harding, a slow and evocative book about an old man returning to his childhood, via memory, in the days before he dies.

…and reading

Among the books I’ve read the past month are two novels with rather similar names, The Archivist by Martha Cooley (Little, Brown & Co., 1998) and The Archivist’s Story (The Dial Press, 2007). Cooley weaves T.S Eliot, his correspondent Emily Hale, and the Holocaust into the story of an archivist and his wife. Holland’s book is set in Lubyanka prison in Moscow in 1939 and imagines an archivist there saving one of the last and unpublished stories of Isaac Babel.

Both books are beautifully written and compelling. Both address, in different ways, the power of memory and the importance of stories. Of the two, my favourite was Holland’s. It unwinds at almost perfect pitch, and when I was finished, I missed not being able to go back to it. I enjoy many books, but that sense of loss doesn’t happen often. Of course, I was probably picking up the tenor of that period in the Soviet Union as well, with its almost unbearable losses, betrayals, and fear (as so well documented in Orlando Figes’ The Whisperers: Private Life in Stalin’s Russia.)

I’ve also been reading some non-fiction. In Out of Grief, Singing: A Memoir of Motherhood and Loss (Signature Editions, 2010), Winnipeg writer Charlene Diehl describes the experience of losing her firstborn child, Chloe. Accounts of such sorrows are not unique, but Diehl brings a poetic sensibility to her work that not only describes what she felt but somehow deeply reveals it. These lines, for example, of the aftermath of everything that happened in the hospital:

Hours move past, but moments hang, swollen drops at the kitchen tap…. The light leaves one room and wanders into the next, the grieving mother migrates with it. Time is vertical: there is no story here, no narrative to press a body from one moment into the next.

Another memoir was Eugene Peterson’s The Pastor (HarperOne, 2011). I wasn’t looking for direction on being a pastor, but I do enjoy autobiography or memoir of many kinds and the excerpts I read in The Christian Century promised a fine and reflective evocation of atmosphere and influence. The book is good, but in terms of the memoir genre, I think the magazine may have excerpted the most fully realized parts. Peterson may have been a pastor, but he is also preacher and teacher, and it seemed to me he kept breaking out into sermons, into lessons! But I’ll quit my comments while I’m ahead; I know how many fans he has!

Not because I wanted to, but because I had signed up for it… Just War as Christian Discipleship (Brazos, 2009)by Daniel M. Bell was the last book in the “Take and Read” series I was part of again this year. I confess that the topic isn’t that high on my list of interests, but just to prove that challenges straighten the spine and that I’m still more conscientious than I probably need to be, I did read it, all the way through, and — of course — I learned a lot about the just war tradition. The book is fairly accessible, and Bell draws a persuasive, even appealing, picture, within the tradition’s own terms, of how just war might be lived out as Christian faithfulness. I’m not saying I was persuaded, though, and perhaps few of us in the discussion group were.

I’ve found myself more at home with Create Space for Peace (TriMark Press, 2010), a book that commemorates the life and work of Gene Stoltzfus, founder of Christian Peacemaker Teams. It’s a very different book than Bell’s — and thus an interesting juxtaposition to it — for it’s not a position argued from beginning to end but rather a collection of reflections, encouragements, and ideas from 40 years of peacemaking. There’s no by-passing the difficulties of contemporary peacemaking, especially with robotic warfare and other military “advances”:

At one time it may have been possible to be a wedge into the organized violent suppression of violence by simply refusing military service. For most of us that expression of pacifism, refusal to join the military, is no longer the only critical boundary for a life of peacemaking.

But Create Space for Peace doesn’t feel gloomy. It breathes with creativity, hope, and life. It feels like discipleship.

What I’m writing…

A lot of my writing energy these days is going into a new novel project. I’m too far in not to continue, if you know what I mean, though not nearly far enough in to announce what it’s about. First drafts are just first drafts. This means I’ve been less active here at my blog; the nice twice-weekly rhythm I’d worked myself into seems to have slowed to weekly. I remain committed to this form of writing and publishing, however, even as I continue to evaluate it, and appreciate so much my readers, whether regular or occasional.

Besides the novel work, I’ve recently done a couple of smaller assignments. And since a blog is, in its original meaning at least, a personal “log” on the web, here follows a report (and links) to those bits of writing. The MB Herald, where I held various editorial positions at both ends of my “working-out” career, such as it was, is celebrating its 50th year as a magazine by asking those who spent time in the editor’s seat to reflect on any aspect of their experience. There’s no chronological order to their appearance; John Longhurst, Harold Jantz, and Jim Coggins opened the year, and yours truly appears in the April issue. (Just to make me sad at how quickly the decades pass, I suppose, they also pictured me as I looked once upon a time: dark-haired and long-haired! Hmm, and hint: maybe it’s sadness taking me back to the 60s and 70s in the new novel project?)

The Manitoba Book Awards nominations have brought a couple of lovely extras my way, such as the chance to read with fellow Margaret Laurence Award for Fiction nominees David Bergen, David Arnason, and Patti Grayson (Joan Thomas was out of town) at Aqua Books this week. I also very much enjoyed talking with Keran Sanders of the CBC Weekend Morning Show for tomorrow’s broadcast (April 10). CBC has a great website called “Manitoba Scene,” including a blog on books for which they requested a few words, like maybe some reasons to write. Loneliness and love are two of mine!

Eight days from now the excitement will be over, and we’ll all get back to our quiet desks or reading chairs. Next post, a log of what I’ve been reading…