The use of “birthing” for producing a book has never felt quite accurate for me. My three actual pregnancies progressed relatively smoothly, except for some nausea at the beginning, and the actual births, while grim descents into tumult and pain, were relatively brief for all that, and quickly gave way to joy.
If a parenting metaphor is required, I would say writing a book is closer to raising an adolescent. Who are you, story child? What is it you’re striving to be? I love you, but why are you so much work? What do I need to do to get you through, formed well enough and on your own?
Most of that work for All That Belongs — first draft, second draft, third draft — and a variety of revisions playing with voice and re-arranging and dropping about 20,000 words eventually got done over the course of years, sometimes in fits and starts. I won’t dwell further on the creative highs and lows of all that. For, one day, there arrived the excitement of a phone call from Turnstone Press, which published my previous book (What You Get at Home), saying they wanted to publish this one as well.
Such news is like college acceptance for the close-to-graduating teen, I suppose, just to drag on the comparison a bit, with about a year left of “raising” before said teen is out the door and on their own. And that’s been 2019 so far. For those who wonder about or are interested in such matters, here follow the details!
The team at Turnstone, starting with my editor, has been excellent. The best editors ask questions, push for small additions or deletions in the service of clarity. The best editors come with deep respect for the story that exists and an appraising eye to making it better. One section was too dense, my editor said; it needed “air”. I saw what she meant. (The writer does the fixing work.)
During that process, it occurred to me that the material, which shifts between “pasts”, could be more effectively divided into smaller chapters instead of three large sections as before. It was a good move, I think. (Writers reading this post may know exactly what I mean when I say one does wish that the best ideas would all show up at the beginning, en masse, but in fact, especially for slow writers like myself, they reveal themselves to the last.)
The next step — responding to the copy edits, done by another member of the Turnstone team — was an intense one. Now we were down to commas and single words and fact checks, in a series of file exchanges by email, using Word track changes. Sometimes I objected, but mainly I was grateful for the “catches” and the forced attention to the tinier points of expression.
An email with “cover” in the subject line arrived. Breath held (what if I hate it?) as I opened it. Oh my! Wonderful! (The cover art, titled “Gertrude” is by Agatha Fast).
Whew on the cover then. It runs the emotional gamut, this year of bringing out a book. (Almost as if I were the adolescent!) And later, seeing who’d blurbed the book and my happiness about that. (Writers I admire: Sue Sorensen, Betty Jane Hegerat, K.D. Miller.)
Next, proofreading the set novel. They proofread, I proofread. I read each word aloud so my eye wouldn’t simply supply what it knew should be there. Since text looks different when set for publication, I noticed a few small changes I still wished to make. These were allowed. Emphasis on small. No re-writing now.
Even with all the proofreading, there may be things that slipped through; who knows? I just finished a book, one of the Giller long-listed books, in fact, and caught two typos. Yes, it happens. One hopes for perfect but lives with good enough.
I signed off, Turnstone signed off, the book has gone to the printers.
The final acts await. I’ll be launching the novel, first in Winnipeg (October 5). My husband and I plan to take a road trip to Manitoba for that event, with a number of possible other stops. Then I’ll do some launch events here in B.C. This stage feels fraught and vulnerable — will anyone show? How will the book be received? I do enjoy reading events and am always grateful for supportive friends and readers. And perhaps there will be some book club invitations. (I heard recently of an author attending one via Skype!) Which reminds me that I’m supposed to write some questions for book clubs.
So, still lots ahead until All That Belongs is truly on its own and I can put a copy on my bookshelf and let it be. And kind of forget about it. Yes, one does that too.
Before that, though, I’ll let you know about the road trip and launches and some of my other off-you-go experiences with All That Belongs!
(P.S. For a description and information about the book itself, please see the page devoted to it.)
Such a warmly human description of the writing process. Thank you Dora!
What a process! Good for you, Dora! I like your comparison of it to the birthing process. When I read that, my mind went to my own births, especially the first one, where we lost a child the day after he was born. Working on a book for a long time and never finding a publisher—that certainly must also be a loss that can be quite traumatic. Does the comparison still hold, I wonder?
Ah yes, the outcome in both scenarios can turn out quite differently, can’t it. Loss of a child, loss of creative work. We prefer the one story over the other, but both must be told. Thanks for the reminder.
You are an inspired, and inspiring, writer, Dora. I like your adolescent metaphor, since “rambling brat” was already taken. 🙂 https://poets.org/poem/author-her-book All best in the launch and touring.
Oh my, Shirley, that’s quite a poem. A powerful, and I think, valid humility about the creative enterprise. And it’s always amazing to me the resources you have at hand to augment one’s thoughts. Thank you!
Your comments resonate — though I’m a novice writer! They also terrify! But when I see the child you’ve produced I say “yes” and keep writing! Bravo!
Thanks for sharing the process. I’m looking forward to the launch here in Winnipeg.
Gorgeous cover, indeed!
Excited to read this and eager to get my hand on it. I love the cover.
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I thoroughly enjoyed listening to your book today at Word on the Street. Can’t wait for your book to come out! I am from Winnipeg, St. Boniface/Southdale. Wish I could be there for the Winnipeg launch.
Thank you! Much of the book is set in Winnipeg, so I think you’ll enjoy that aspect, since you’re from there! The book is available now, so a local bookstore could order it, or if you’d like, check back here and I’ll announce dates of Vancouver and Tsawwassen launches. It would be nice to meet!
I will absolutely check back here for Vancouver dates. Looking forward to it!